The big test!

[ruthk]

Tonight is going to be the big test for me, so far i think i'm doing really well, my Boyfriend is coming over in a while and were going to watch the footy and have a boozy night and takeaway together. These evenings usually mean a good 20 cigs for me and god knows how many cigars for him.

I'm just hoping my will power and e cig will hold out, i've just filled a couple of carts and my batteries are full, he knows nothing of my new e cig, so i'm sure i can guess he will say it is a stupid idea and i should just go without.

So i will report back in to you all in the morning when i have shook off my hangover as to how i managed to get on, with him puffing on his cigars and me on my e cig hopefully.

[jimmybat]

Good Luck i am sure you will hold out with the cigs and if he teases you about you can hould out with other favours LMFAO
James
No offence meant hehe

[Chrissie]

So hope things have gone well for you Ruth

Looking forward to hearing your report in the morning

[Scylla]

Oops, I'm too late to offer moral support - I'll just have to catch up with the aftermath in the morning

scylla

[ruthk]

Did my will power hold........................

Yes for a few hours and plenty of beer then it went, and i spent the night on my analogues, but it gets worse as i spent the day at his house yesterday also puffing on my analogues.

So my new theory is, when there gone there gone, i'm going to get back on my e cig again today and try again.

I now think that if i can spend all week on my e cig and weekends when i'm with my bf on the analogues then thats still a saving and better than nothing.

i need to get myself some willpower.

[jimmybat]

It is whatever works for you and whatever way you want it to work
Well done for the first few hours tho

[Scylla]

Dump him, Ruthie!

(Only kidding )

You'll still be better off just carrying on with weekdays on e-cigs and weekends on analogues No stressing!

scylla

[Chrissie]

Ruth, James & Scylla are right. No stressing, use your e-cig as & when you want to & don't count the real cigs you do smoke but count the ones you don't.

[ckc]

I found that i used to vape all the time and then i'd smoke whilst out on the town and then go straight back to vaping. Lately i haven't done that, i use my E-cig and find that its actually ok with a drink. It's taken a long time but just found that the hardest habit to break.

So i'd say smoke if you want one