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Nice looking mod

The nhs are taking them out I have to pay a lot of money to have implants put in they won't do that under the nhs despite th fact the drug they put on causes this, I have very few teeth left, it's why I don't smile very much on the outside, as i don't like showing my mouth off. 

I was put on a drug called zoledex, it's meant for prostate cancer was experimental on females who had endometriosis, max time you were meant to be on drug was 6 months they kept me on it for 10 years, was originally one injection every 3 months then it went to once a month the. Followed by once a week, it didn't work I was/am so badly riddled with endometrosis I had to have a total hysterectomy at 30" although by that time I was begging them to do the hysterectomy,  when thy took everything out my gynae said it was the worst case he had ever seen despite severe treatment, it's even in my lungs, 
i can't have HRT otherwise it grows again, it's still dormant in my bladder, lungs and pelvic area, it's my odd body where tones muscles, nerves and some of my organs are in the wrong place,

it it was all a pet of the auto immune disorder I have had all may life apparently, now it affects all my muscles tendons and nerves, discs in back all which are degenerating everyday I wake up in pain every night I go to bed in pain, some days I can't get out of bed,
 But hey I can still joke and have fun and write a tonque in cheek peice about the coincidence of waitng for 3 years and being unlucky they pick my birthday to send me an apt, sometimes I write things that do not  come across as they are intenteded to, but I type as I speak a lot of the time, often can't read what I am typing because of swollen optic nerves in eyes.

and I'm going to London for the day, I wanted to go see Harry Potter but booked to late, so now going to natural history and the science museams and to see a show in the eevening and looking forward to the show for ages it was my Christmas present, 
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I assume that's the champagne coloured one got confused it looked white in top pics isn't think they had a white one in 100 but last pic shows the colour mor, looks a nice mod,

Always celebrate birthdays and yep will be a young 47

It's all down to the hormones I had to take in my twenties ruined my gums and caused major tooth problem,

Not sure what to call this really it's not a present it's certainly not a treat but it is just my luck, which I thought was changing obviously not.

its my birthday on Saturday, this morning I received a letter in the post for an appointment I have been waiting 3 years for so you would think great finally but oh no, 
the appointment date is for my birthday on Saturday, but the last thing i want is to spend it in pain after a visit to the dental  hospital to have 3 broken teeth removed, 3 years I have been waitng for them to remove one of the broken teeth, it's been a mess up from start to finish, amazes me they don't lookmat your records see your date of birth and realise that the last place on earth you would want to be on your birthday is at the Dentist, I hate dentists I'm scared of the dentist, my previous dentist screwed my mouth up so much I'm constantly in pain,

but ut a phone call later and changed the appointment to a months time. 

I must have done some serious shit in a past life to be this unlucky

I keep looking at these but wonder why would you want to light up your mist, I suppose if your a cloud chaser it's a little bit of fun, but I'm not £35 on ft oops forgot to add I do like the leather though and that interests me